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Best Day EVER!!

I always felt incomplete. Always felt that there was something that I would never be able to get back.. and questions that will stay unanswered. Till today! I never thought this day would ever come. The day that I will be finally reunited with my mom. I lived my entire life not knowing who she was.. With only ONE photo of her. mannn… I have always lived by things happening for a reason. This year alone I couldn’t ask for anything more. All the opportunities and now.. to have this void in my life.. my heart.. my mind & soul finally filled! No words can describe how I feel. I’ve never felt so many emotions all at once. It’s exciting!!!!!!!!! :D

I would like to give the internet a special shout out. With out it my family, that I have never even heard of, would not have been able to reunite with me & my sister.

This is honestly the best day of my life.. I can finally feel complete. :)

Broken

There are times where it seems the entire world could never comprehend how I feel and why I react to things the way I do. Selfishly thinking that the situations I am in are far worse than others. Pushing aside my own personal thoughts.. I believe no matter how low to the ground and broken you are no one can understand. But can’t forget, when broken the only way to heal is when you take that first step forward in healing. One of the hardest things to do. Step back from the norm, think outside of the box, and start accomplishing your own mental struggles.

I may be broken.. but I’m close to finally feeling complete again. :)

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So excited for the Party Rock Bowl Feb. 4th! I will be shaking what my momma gave me on stage along side the hottest performers & Djs. Aww yeaahh! Time to party like rockstars.. totally dude! Get your tickets now! http://bit.ly/dMPckC djeye: Feb 4th In Dallas

So excited for the Party Rock Bowl Feb. 4th! I will be shaking what my momma gave me on stage along side the hottest performers & Djs. Aww yeaahh! Time to party like rockstars.. totally dude!

Get your tickets now! http://bit.ly/dMPckC

djeye:

Feb 4th In Dallas

Drive Thru Friendships, Relationships, & Family.. Wouldn’t that be the greatest thing ever? Having the convenience to have those on demand when you want it and how you want it. Unfortunately, the best things in this world of ours are the complete opposite; inconvenient, out of the way, and at times feel so distant from reach. We take advantage of the things we should care for. All the things in the world that need nourishment has been deteriorating in our own hands day by day. Take the time to spread the contagious smile and release a positive aura to those around you. Take the time to TALK to those that mean something to you. Ensure them that they aren’t alone and forgotten. Take the time to help others no matter how big or small the duties are. Just take the little time you have to invest in something that will give you the best feeling in the world for the rest of your life. Live, Love, Laugh & Appreciate. The world is only beautiful for everything that is in it. Which includes.. you! :) Put in effort and you receive great effort. Put no effort and you lose effort. -This is the moment where you tell someone, “let’s make it ‘work’ “.

Drive Thru Friendships, Relationships, & Family.. Wouldn’t that be the greatest thing ever? Having the convenience to have those on demand when you want it and how you want it. Unfortunately, the best things in this world of ours are the complete opposite; inconvenient, out of the way, and at times feel so distant from reach. We take advantage of the things we should care for. All the things in the world that need nourishment has been deteriorating in our own hands day by day. Take the time to spread the contagious smile and release a positive aura to those around you. Take the time to TALK to those that mean something to you. Ensure them that they aren’t alone and forgotten. Take the time to help others no matter how big or small the duties are. Just take the little time you have to invest in something that will give you the best feeling in the world for the rest of your life. Live, Love, Laugh & Appreciate. The world is only beautiful for everything that is in it. Which includes.. you! :)

Put in effort and you receive great effort. Put no effort and you lose effort. -This is the moment where you tell someone, “let’s make it ‘work’ “.

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I found my old music video I did! Brought back soooo many memories. lol The images are low res screen captures. Since I didn’t have the original video. But it made me more motivated in the projects that I’m working on. Bigger budgets, ideas, and game plan! Can’t wait for 2011 to prove that it’s a year full of hard work, sweat, & tears from achievements! I’m so happy and excited words don’t describe how thankful I am for EVERY thing that I have, will have, and had in my life.

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So… People that got annoyed of me talking about how much I love Dubstep; REAL Dubstep, (thinking it’s the most horrendous sound they’ve ever heard) is now in love with the small hints of hard bass line hits, after 2 1/4 minutes into the song, from Britney Spear’s new single, “Hold It Against Me”. Not gonna lie, the song’s very catchy and it has the greatest potential to bring Dubstep mainstream. JUST CAUSE it’s from a Pop Icon! I would have rather had artists like Deadmau5, Rusko, Skrillex, Datsik, Excision, Flux Pavillion,The Killabits, Professor Green, Cyberoptik, Cookie Monsta, just to name a few from my favorites, and many more be the ones to introduce it to the non electronic lovers. I like Britney’s song. Just in case for those that forgot I’m not personally attacking the song. I just came to realize how quick someone’s opinion will change when it is manipulated by a “trend”.

Just for shits & giggles 8) haha

Just for shits & giggles 8) haha

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Meet my sister Baby Anno. She’s my big lil sister. 1 1/2 years older but my sugababy at heart. For those that don’t know her, she forced me to wear make up, a bra (which i still hate wearing -__-), sit straight, and snap out of being a tom boy! Like most we have our ups and downs. One minute we don’t speak and the next minute we overflow each other of what’s been missing in the times between. But no matter what, she is the blood in my veins, the beats to my music, and the vocals of my silence. She is the reason I stay motivated, determined, driven, & why I try my best to stay away from stupid boys. lol Only reason I strive so hard at my age is so I can see her unstressed, at ease, & happy. I love my sister wun hun dred! I can never say it enough. And I’ll do what it takes to see that pretty smile on her cute lil face :) MUAH! Xo

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Reder8 - Amazing (Promise Land Remix)

Simply amazing… :)

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David Guetta ft. Rhianna - Who’s That Chick (Afrojack Remix)

My 1st dancefloor anthem of 2011!

I’ve always had a profession where I was always in front of the computer. It was great till I started doing most of my marketing jobs from home. Uncountable over time hours put in. But ease of access when I needed to do last minute projects & changes. All ready overwhelmed with just that it felt like a job to keep up with my own social networking sites. Sometimes it’s good to push my chair back, walk away, and not have to think about what is lite up on this laptop of mine. For some time I was stuck for hours and days on end. Loosing track of time through this illuminating screen that steals hours away from my life. It’s time for me to see the world through my own eyes.. instead of what’s been uploaded on to this digital device. Ready to see how much will change when I take the extra hours from not being secluded on the computer to actually seeing friends, traveling, and opening up my arms.

I’ve always had a profession where I was always in front of the computer. It was great till I started doing most of my marketing jobs from home. Uncountable over time hours put in. But ease of access when I needed to do last minute projects & changes. All ready overwhelmed with just that it felt like a job to keep up with my own social networking sites. Sometimes it’s good to push my chair back, walk away, and not have to think about what is lite up on this laptop of mine. For some time I was stuck for hours and days on end. Loosing track of time through this illuminating screen that steals hours away from my life. It’s time for me to see the world through my own eyes.. instead of what’s been uploaded on to this digital device. Ready to see how much will change when I take the extra hours from not being secluded on the computer to actually seeing friends, traveling, and opening up my arms.

Started off the New Years with an awkward emotion. How many people can say that? I believe those that worked NYE could relate. Or those that were a third wheel to some couples out there. So I went to the venue, eM, around 8:30 p.m. See the set up and look at the stage I was assigned for the night. Met up with the other gogo, Kaya, and started changing into our Astronaut themed silver star struck outfits. DJ Onza started the beginning of the night with all my favorite songs. It was difficult to not try to dance in the middle of the floor with no one there. So.. I got the other girl to dance with me. 8) haha Few minutes in people started arriving, being taken to each of their sections, then I knew it was show time! The night was exciting vibrant and full of energy. I was on my stage, next to the dance floor, with the perfect view of the dj stage that had a projection of the final countdown to 2011. I took a shot with the entire staff prior to the event opening then danced the night away. Started off earlier than I had hoped, but had my personal water boy to assist me. lol Anyways, so there’s 45 seconds till midnight. I’m excited and hyped jumping and screaming while counting down the last seconds of 2010. Then once it was midnight and everyone yelled, “Happy New Years!!!” And grabbed the person next to them and started kissing and hugging everyone around them, I was on my stage watching. Yep! Just watching and starring off into the walls pretending all the people around me were not doing the whole hugging and kissing thing infront of me. lol With an awkward feeling of the, “oh.. ok. welp.. yeah!” Then continued to dance. It was almost sad in a way. Didn’t think that would have effect on me, but it did. It’s like an example of if the entire world had someone, but me, type of feeling rushing through me at just that one moment. But I’m sure I wasn’t the only one that felt like that around the world. Had a few handshakes and hugs after and got back to work and danced my ass off. Just glad that was over with. Think next year I’ll celebrate it, instead of working.. lol  Just thought I’d share. 8)

Started off the New Years with an awkward emotion. How many people can say that? I believe those that worked NYE could relate. Or those that were a third wheel to some couples out there.

So I went to the venue, eM, around 8:30 p.m. See the set up and look at the stage I was assigned for the night. Met up with the other gogo, Kaya, and started changing into our Astronaut themed silver star struck outfits. DJ Onza started the beginning of the night with all my favorite songs. It was difficult to not try to dance in the middle of the floor with no one there. So.. I got the other girl to dance with me. 8) haha Few minutes in people started arriving, being taken to each of their sections, then I knew it was show time!

The night was exciting vibrant and full of energy. I was on my stage, next to the dance floor, with the perfect view of the dj stage that had a projection of the final countdown to 2011. I took a shot with the entire staff prior to the event opening then danced the night away. Started off earlier than I had hoped, but had my personal water boy to assist me. lol Anyways, so there’s 45 seconds till midnight. I’m excited and hyped jumping and screaming while counting down the last seconds of 2010. Then once it was midnight and everyone yelled, “Happy New Years!!!” And grabbed the person next to them and started kissing and hugging everyone around them, I was on my stage watching. Yep! Just watching and starring off into the walls pretending all the people around me were not doing the whole hugging and kissing thing infront of me. lol With an awkward feeling of the, “oh.. ok. welp.. yeah!” Then continued to dance. It was almost sad in a way. Didn’t think that would have effect on me, but it did. It’s like an example of if the entire world had someone, but me, type of feeling rushing through me at just that one moment. But I’m sure I wasn’t the only one that felt like that around the world. Had a few handshakes and hugs after and got back to work and danced my ass off. Just glad that was over with. Think next year I’ll celebrate it, instead of working.. lol  Just thought I’d share. 8)

I always wondered what I’d look like if I rocked bangs.. I believe this is exactly how I’d imagine myself looking if I was gangster enough to do it.

I always wondered what I’d look like if I rocked bangs.. I believe this is exactly how I’d imagine myself looking if I was gangster enough to do it.

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the fck is this?! water? 0.o #h2oslizzered

the fck is this?! water? 0.o #h2oslizzered

What is your New Years Resolution?

I’d have to say… build all the projects that I have already set a foundation for during 2010. Once I get those things accomplished, I can finally settle down.

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